Thanks for the punishment I crave,
From being a slave to my own twisted game
Lost and afraid, no hope nor shame
Now to reclaim the title I refer to as a name
Embrace the thought i’m just a little insane
And have a tendency to misbehave
Impulsive reactions from emotional states
That tips the balance of the scales of Fate
Allowing me the awareness to demonstrate
That yes, besides the fool that is this face
And the heart that always gets in the way
The piece that’s desired can be reclaimed
For that’s a part of me I will never change
But that doesn’t mean I didn’t hide it away
And try to pretend I could never be the same
Either better or worse, depends on the day
My jumbled thoughts still leave me with so much I want to say, yet here I lay
Just another Monday in my own space
By that I mean brain, my mind’s still racing
And this my dear is the manifestation of Mania
Digital Diary 