I crave the poison, Infect my brain
Drive me insane, make me feel shame
Completely deranged over negative change
Matter of perception, perspective
On how I’m feeling and who to let in
Defense mechanism.
Don’t trust none with this heart I was given
But I’m smitten,
Stuck on a memory I already tried quitting
Just won’t work, like a smoke break on night shift hearing the silence of the earth
Cursed, worst of all I was gunning for the hearse
Then you strolled through and rewrote the verse.
Digital Diary 