Eyes wide open
I stare,
Tho sleep
Has me snared.
In a warzone
Of fear.
Nightmares
Live here.
~~~~~
Amplified versions
Of reality swear,
I’m awake, I’m awake.
But it’s too late.
I’m caught in
That fearscape.
Once again,
Everynight.
Sweet lullabies
Turn to screams
And silent cries.
Its here true fear
Lies. Awake unable to
Hide in the recesses
Of my mind.
Where peace and
And tranquility once
resided.
It’s to late to change,
These dreams run
Wild.
~~~~~
The fan blade
Spins.
As reality begins
To twist yet again.
Fear tries its
Damndest to win.
Every night, trapped
In this sickening
Reality blend.
~~~~~
In moments I wake,
Cold sweat makes me
Quake.
Is it the fear, or the fact
I know I’m now awake.
Mind constantly on
A tangent, for Christ’s
Sake!
What will it take.?
To gain back control
of my oblivion Escape.
Where possibility and reason
Have no place.
In the dreamscape
Of the infinite realities.
I’m unable to make;
Contact,
Feeling that it’s already to
Late. I’m fallin’;
As I drift again.
Another seeming sleepless
Night in the making.
As my mind begins fading,
Into the darkness its
Creating.
Oh nightmares will you
Ever cease the raging?
~~~~~
I’ve suffered them
For years,
Lucid dreams
Of all my fears.
To the point
There arent even
Tears.
When I wake in
cold sweat
My minds
Crystal clear.