#Darkhearts

Sometimes, it's as though, person after person we come across shares the same heart. The same dark.

Past Participle

I'm tired and I'm broken. No one should have to handle all this alone. All the responsibility. All the stress. All the pain. Never any real help. No support. Just more responsibility and demands being made to provide even more of what someone else needed. This own self fading fast. And more stress from being …

Wonderland

Sometimes, I dream of places and people so nice, I just really hope they actually exist somewhere and that I get to be part of them someday.

Fractions

Him... Why don’t you care enough to fight? To show even a fraction of the care I’ve put into fighting for us and what’s needed. Me... You have never lost my care or love. And you have not fought for what you wanted and needed. I haven’t seen you fight for anything yet. You have …

Sweet Dreams

I just remember she was sitting at the kitchen table but it was closer to the front door than where it is now. And she was with another woman who I felt like was her sister maybe. Someone else was in the room too more towards the hallway, but I don’t know who. Or even …

Mental Fuckery

Mind blown, at how blatantly some people don’t even bother trying to hide their total disregard for anything to do with you once they know you’ve had a glimpse at the real them and just might be catching on that they were, in fact, playing you the whole time. Like, just as you start to …

Freeway

“We need to keep you on the highway and stop you from getting off the exits that are full of glitzy, sparkling alley ways. They aren’t really glamorous. They’re tricks and dark dead ends … -Just me”

Maybe

“-One day I will learn to stop trusting people with my heart before they have earned the right to hold it. Just me-”

Opposite of you…

J: I can't stop thinking of you....I'm sick of it Me: I don't know what to say. J: If I were you I'd either not say anything or say the opposite of anything you would say normally. I'd opt for the opposite Me: You would advise that. You were never happy with me and how …

A few things…

There are a few things I wanted to tell you just so that I know I did. First and foremost, I truly have never loved anyone I’ve been with more than I love you. All talk and fantasy stuff aside, you have held more of my heart than anyone. I never wanted anyone but you …

Oh, and did I ever mention, this town …

Not that what I think matters in the least, but I would respect a simple "hey get off my dick" a lot more than being blown off. As would most people. I mean, what the fuck is wrong with this town that people can't just say what they mean, straight up. ? Tell me that. …

Let go

"Its not love, it’s HOPE, that keeps you hanging on when every other part of you down to your last atom knows you have to let go, walk away."

Because sometimes …

its easier to say “i don’t know” than explain you just cant you’re just over it its not enough you realize you gave too much of yourself you realize it was all for nothing people suck you cant let go you have to your heart wont listen you can never make it right love isnt …

Poisonous People

Poisonous people. We all know at least one. Wether its a friend or a gf/bf or even a family member. In my case of course its a girl. But I think the behavior applys to them all.  They are like an addiction. Not that its planned or that they mean to be I dont think. …

the decomposition ….

do you ever just sit back and wonder where it all went wrong?  it used to be good in the beginning.  you know it was.  it was great actually.  at least thats how it seems now.  but was it ever really great?  or was it doomed from the beginning?  and you were just too blinded …