Feelin’

Well here we go, promise I'm not too drunk to flow. Seems to help though. As i'm not sure why I'm rhyming yo. How do I tell you I was confused, abused, and delusional. How do I explain my brain ain't quite the same. I'm a bit more deranged than I claim, but crazy's always …

DREAMS

I write to you, in one of the many ways I can. So let me tell you this story of a not so far away land. A parallel life existence, where everything's switched and different. Not like "Alice" though cause this shit ain't fiction. But before I get too far off track I had to …

I

I broke my own heart; Not being honest. With the way I felt, about You.

Realization

You still cross My mind; now opened. My eyes a bit Unfocused. Through the Emotions. I still hold You close. In my mind. A few blows To the head. Had me lost in time. Then I realized. I am not loved. I am the lonely One. I want for you; The sky, the sun, Moon …

Again

Its started again. The rhyming in my head; Which I cant Comprehend. Is it a trend? Or a way To make amends; With myself I have hidden. Within the shadows of oblivion. As I slowly loose my grip. Now its changing. Let the shifting begin, As a way to ascend. To a higher thought process, …

Untitled Too

Almost drowned in the river Lethe, memories twisting and haunting me soul remembering instead of fading to the forgotten. I wonder now, why this is what I'm caught in. A tangled mess of past, dreams, and uncertain destiny. My soul screaming for some sort of release, or peace, shit even a cease; fire. Buried within …

Untitled One

I see who I used to be When my eyes fall on you, I hear you speak; then Watch as you follow it through. So confused, did I leave a part Of me with you. If so what do I do, because they look so Much better behind your eyes. I'm just a distant memory …

Gemini

They called me two faced; That's not the issue. Duality's the maze, I fall in; get chained to. Minds always in a race, With the me of yesterday. I feel crazed, in a haze; Stuck between insane, And the bipolar mundane. Emotions. So many polarities, More vast than the ocean. No wonder in coastin'; I'm …

Silence

In my silence. It's there you see In my silence The pain and greif In my silence I let it recede In my silence The love I never speak In my silence I'm allowed to set free In my silence Yet I still hold the belief.

Words unspoken

Thanks for saving me from the monster I was becoming. You reflected every thing I needed to see. To remember who it is I am and what I want. I forgotten what I wanted to be, but I'm starting to remember. Though its cliche, thanks for loving the mess that was me. But now it …

Mind’s Eye

~♤~ Come now, let's chat awhile; Look beyond The dazzling smile. A heart fractured; in denial. Continuing on through this cycle. ~♡~ Deeper yet, My mind goes. Following this Sick ass flow. Down, down The rabbit hole. Not alice, But feel quite close. ~♧~ Bipolar lows, And Manic highs. Heartfelt laughs; To broken cries. As …

You

My skin ignites, at just the thought of You...

Inside

Take a peak inside, I'm sure you'll find Something you like in my mind.

Other Half

So integrated into my mind, you're not just a chapter; but the other half of the story.

Feeling

Moods swinging, Nostalgic feelings. Circling; Round and round, Eyes on the ceiling. I miss; When we was chillin'. Oh what I fucked up, This feeling, Never ceases. I wonder if you've Thrown away the pieces. Gimme back my heart. I want to restart. Cant take it back. You marked me. Straight from My past. Now …