Back to the Remedy

its all just a ruse i'm back, wildin' out in my room leopard spotted and downtrodden i'm somewhere i can place these words and be forgotten what of myself? i'm just a liar i'm wicked and righteous, polar opposites i have no attraction, i'm going to fight this resistance is futile... i'm back to the …

Where are you

Where are you? Lovely girl I've tried In my own human way I'm so god damn lonely When I could be spending my time with you - even if only for a moment. Even if it's a third of the day I see you Or a phone call or picture to remind me As long …

Exploring

When, Will I find my breaking point. I'm driving towards it - I'm losing focus. I catch myself, and look towards it Whoa buddy slow your horses. Is that you I'm thinkin about? You gonna do it!? No can do john wayne I have an appointment. It's me, myself, and I -- we have an …

Reminder

Prowling at the peak of midnight Looking for a song to sing tonight Finding the words to repeat To my own inner demon Demon befriended Demon I made up I talk of my own life now One without a reason But now I've found something to reason Reason against my own demons Time will teach …

Dancing With The Devil

Welcome to the post-apocalyptic wasteland Testing intestinal fortitude every day now Questions of reality are in the distance Caught up in our daily obstacles we are traversing Find me in the resistance keeping forward momentum I heard someone say I'm reckless No I'm just living in the fast lane No fear or depression Strength can …

The Garden

Welcome to a garden. A place profound in silence. Do you want a tour? As my inner workings are interesting. The message you seek is in your eyes. As you peek out into this world. Retina ID I have you in my sights. I will guide you through here, As you find your place. 3,2,1... …

Parasites

Millionaire lifestyle. I bet it's nice to eat from silver. I bet you don't really mind it. Doubtful you can seriously sympathize. Never have you survived what the weak have managed. I wonder how easy it was to take care of your needs. No worries and no aches from being malnourished. Left to decay from …

Those Four Words

Walking on the edge again, Feeling Your life like, why, You came to my place just when, Everything was starting all over again It’s not like I never heard those four words Even though you didn’t say it I know what their worth, I thought I caught you from the stars that day Didn’t know you’d …

Fight

I haven't looked through this seeing glass in awhile I haven't had to plea my case to myself in awhile I'm going down a new corridor and it isn't as lonely so I apologize to you and who you're becoming from my story, I can write new lines and set them in stone gravel and …

Smoke Screens

and I would hate to be anything like normal I can't be anything like normal I can pretend so good its disgusting I'm anything besides normal I lie to my face every time I look at it I'm not anything like normal I've lied and hid so many things its pitiful I even managed to …

Who I Am

sorry if I wasted your time why have I ended up here I guess its a hereditary destiny mind body and soul are as strong as they can be but sometimes mine is weak and receding like my nerves screaming out at my body as I push forward I suppose its natural though hard knock …

triage

my boats captain is depressed the wanderer is way lost the red line lover was created but now dead the awkward rockstar is trying to escape the soldier is trying to be made who am i said the one that is dead welcome to the light watch my past turn gray said the poet watch …

overgrown

at the starting line in the forests of my overgrown mind id love to meet a part of me that could rip the mess out of me id love to bring him to my reality let him breathe the earth and walk with me but truth this is just something I am imagining I'm a …

A Million Steps Ahead

Fade off into the distance I can see a star coming my way I can feel the waves and I'll try To keep on, keep up the right things For the day Keeping me in line For the day that I hope comes While I struggle here I can't accept the fact I'm not struggling …

A City

there's a highway apart of a city with rows of empty houses and closed doors painted colors I'm not sure if they were chosen on account of the rest of the others when your silent there's a sound only able to be heard as you breath and let go its were I live inside this …